I am scared

 

I am scared by that wave of desire that sweeps over me whenever I see you.

I am scared by the fact that I can’t think straight when I am near you.

I am scared because whenever if you want me, I’ll have you.

I am scared by the fact that I threw caution to the wind by writing that kind of message and I don’t even know why.

Is it to help you understand how deeply rooted my desire is?

Is it to give you an opportunity to tell me you want me too?

Is it to take things out of my chest?

I don’t know.

And I’m scared.